I’ve been married for three years but have lived with and in the same apartment building with my husband for almost seven years and I’m now 26. I along with my husband have become very close friends with an older man named Curtis who lives down the hall. My husband is away on business a few times a month for a day or two unless its overseas where he is away for a week or more. Two years ago I had a stillborn baby and eight weeks later, when my husband was in Sweden, I began spotting blood. While in a panic I spoke to Cutis and somehow he convinced me to let him examine me. I was under the impression at the time he was a licensed nurse but also a physician asst. which he often bragged about for years before. He is divorced and lives alone but I let him examine my vagina. He is in his early sixties and very well educated but I never told my husband about it. About a month after that Curtis kept encouraging me to let him give me a physical exam. Why I started to allow this I don’t know perhaps because he was so easy to talk to and trust. Since then I let him examine me a minimum of once a month and always when my husband is away. It didn’t begin like this but he examines me naked for along time now and has manipulated me in such a way I look forward to it. The first few times were embarrassing but at the same time arousing for me Just by the way I was exposed to him. Unbeknownst to my husband, Curtis examines my entire body arousing me and controlling me as I have numerous orgasms. It didn’t start out that way but each time became more intimate. I never have sex with him but he has not only penetrated me vaginally with a speculum but often penetrates me anally. I have never told him to stop or complained about anything. Whats so shameful is he knows when my husband is away for a day or so and calls asking if I want an exam which I always say yes. I found out last year that he is a finance administrator and not any kind of nurse or doctor assistant. I still have never confronted him about it and continue to let him satisfy me. He long ago began using a vibrator to stimulate me which I certainly know is not a part of an examination. We just call it an exam but its certain he believes I am dumb as a rock. I know just by the ways I am exposed to him it is only for sexual satisfaction both by him and me. I know I am cheating on my husband by letting Curtis continue doing this. Every time he is able to arouse and control my orgasms to an uncontrollable amount of times. I am so sexually satisfied I can’t explain it. I kind of know or think I know what your advice will be but Curtis has me spoiled by the way he is able to manipulate me. I could never admit this to my husband.